Sunday, January 17, 2010
Just paint the picture of a perfect placeThey've got it better than what anyone's told you
They'll be the King of Hearts, and you're the Queen of Spades
And we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers
Yesterday I slept at 10 plus and woke up early this morning :) It feels weird to have service on Sunday cuz it's just...not the same. Then after dance@school felt a bit empty like aye nowhere to rush to/go..? HAHAHA
But daddy came to pick me up and we went to look at cars!! Hee so exciting cuz I could pretend to be the driver and pretend I'm the one looking around for a new car. Which is
so me ok in the future :) heheh. Omgosh I love the smell of new cars and how it feels to be sitting in the driver seat!!! Love carsz. Hahaha aw the boy side of me revealing itself hehheh^^
And as you've maybe known, I've chopped my long locks off.
School is alright, isn't too stressed yet and we're going at a steady pace with things now, pretty happy with how lit is going. And after the talk with my dad & uncle about cars and its market yesterday, I suddenly find extra interest in economics HA
zxzxz I just read something that makes me damn depressed. Argh, it's not the kind of crying sadness but the disappointed(relative to expectation) sadness yknow! :'( I told myself from the start of this particular I already dreaded it and I wanted to prove so hard but this is just going downhill I feel it. shit. What happened to ri i g. Can someone help me? Frustrated x 342148
The thing about sadness is when you're sad all the other kinds of sadness just jumps in. But when you're happy you forget everything else. A.C.E makes me happy. SALG makes me happy. TCP makes me happy. Perfect10 makes me happy. SAfrenz make me happy. Hugs make me happy. Your love & grace makes me happy.
Next week, I hope with the most, will be
awesome.
Keep me accountable --> I am going to be HAPPY

the whole week.
& it's like one of the last things I can wish for already. "You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing to you and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever."
-Psalm 30:11-12